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Far Away

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Going to a new country is an experience, laden with new expectations and excitement. The first few weeks that I spent in Singapore were fun, exploring something unknown; it was fun to be alone for the first time, no rules, no limitations, no orders. I felt like I was living life just the way I always yearned to. All was well until I heard that He was going to America. It shattered me from within. The person, whom I loved the most, was going far away to some other place forever… I tried to stop him, he didn’t listen. I begged, I pleaded, but to no avail. Sadness crept, in bits. It was too late. I couldn’t fathom as to why he left me, to be in a country that was new to him? I wondered if I could even dream of doing something like that… I have always wanted to be surrounded by people, whom I love and who love me. Or do I, really? It would be absurd for me to leave my parents, my family, my friends. The phone rang. It was Him. In tears, I picked up his call but remained silent. The lump in
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Comeback!! Probably

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X: Hey what happened why you are not writing blogs any more, they were nice, continue them. Me: Thanks for the encouragement, but I am not getting hold of anything to write. X: Just go through each blog and remember your old days, and write something which you cherish the most, or something which touched your heart over the past year, or write about me ;-) Me: (Giggles) Hmm, You are right I think I should start that again. This is dedicated to my friend, who encouraged me to blog again.
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Random Scribbles

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I was watching this movie the other day “runaway bride”. A beautiful and romantic movie, well am not reviewing the movie here, there’s one phrase, rather a dialogue in the movie, “Look, I guarantee there'll be tough times. I guarantee that at some point, one or both of us will want to get out of this thing. But I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine, I'll regret it for the rest of my life, because I know, in my heart, you're the only one for me”. It has the exact ratio of romanticism and practicality. We are not sure if we’ll be together in the future, but we want them to be with us at that point of time and we also feel that our life has no meaning without them. This is not only in the aspect of love; it’s true for friends as well. Some people have a great impact on us; and we want them to be with us forever, but that may not last and we might lose them and never talk to them again, but there is a reason for that too, some people come into our life with
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Charmed by Love

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We sat together that day at our favourite spot. We sat so close to each other that I could hear him breathing. He held me with all the love he possessed, but I could not gather myself to reciprocate it. I loved him, but not enough to hold him back, only enough to let him go.  He whispered into my ears that he loved me and that the day was an eternal bliss. All I could think of was that this was our last day together and these moments of intimacy would be our last. We would never meet and spend time this way again. I wanted to break away from all the ties. The night passed and we promised to never meet again.  That night, I decided, I would never fall in love again; I would never break my heart and get hurt. Times changed. Destiny had something else in store for me and I was in love again and all was yet again very beautiful. But then, it all came back. Karma? I broke my heart. I was hurt and lonely again. I am in a vicious cycle of love, hate and hurt. I want to break free from all t
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A Song

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There is an abundant treasure of beautiful songs, and everyone is aware of it, and the way they are written, the beauty of it, I guess is very difficult to express in words, but this is my humble attempt to do so. I was just recently listening to this old Hindi song “Tere bina zindagi se”, from the movie Aandhi, it’s a wonderful song, The first line of the song is like this Tere bina zindagi se koi shikwa nahi, Tere bina zindagi bhi lekin zindagi nahi. I found these lines quite intriguing , “I don’t complain that you are not in my life but without you life is not the same”, isn’t it ironic, that’s what life is all about maybe. We always want something we don’t have and when it’s with us we don’t give it enough value. There are two stanzas of the song which I like the most.  Female:    Kaash aisa ho tere kadmo se chun ke manzil chale, aur kahi, door kahi,  Tu gar saath ho, manzilo ki kami to nahi.          Male:   Tum jo keh do to, aaj ki raat chaand doobega nahi, rat ko rok lo R
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First Rambling

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A: Hi!! So nice to hear from you, you know I can't call I don’t have balance :( Me: Yeah I know you just don't care for me enough to call me!! A: Hey! It's not that, I care a lot for you, but I just don't have balance, I have not got a job yet, so a bit low on money now. Me: Yeah right!! Let's see, how much you call. A: I promise you when I get a job, I will call you and I will never cut the call. Whenever you are free you can talk, I will be always online on the phone, and I will never cut the call Me: :) Hmmmm!! Enough now What do you think?? Is he speaking the truth?? Well may not be but I love it, I loved the confidence he had, such small things make you happy, just a confident assurance from friends that they love you and there are there for us, if something happens. One hug or maybe a pat on the back from a friend helps us come back from the dungeons of sadness, Friendship has a great power but it has always been under rated. I had read this somewhere that Esk
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