Charmed by Love

We sat together that day at our favourite spot. We sat so close to each other that I could hear him breathing. He held me with all the love he possessed, but I could not gather myself to reciprocate it. I loved him, but not enough to hold him back, only enough to let him go. 

He whispered into my ears that he loved me and that the day was an eternal bliss. All I could think of was that this was our last day together and these moments of intimacy would be our last. We would never meet and spend time this way again. I wanted to break away from all the ties. The night passed and we promised to never meet again. 

That night, I decided, I would never fall in love again; I would never break my heart and get hurt. Times changed. Destiny had something else in store for me and I was in love again and all was yet again very beautiful. But then, it all came back. Karma? I broke my heart. I was hurt and lonely again. I am in a vicious cycle of love, hate and hurt. I want to break free from all this. I want to rediscover myself. I want to be happy.

Comments

  1. Hari RavulaApril 17, 2009 at 2:09 AM

    Sravi! Congratulations for your blog. It's really good.
    Three posts in four days isn't a bad count. Hope you continue this pace with even more interesting stuff.

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  2. Angie ..............April 17, 2009 at 12:59 PM

    u've involved totally into this !! this makes me ask you .. is this a pure imagination of feelings or is that someone really broke your heart ?

    Ny ways, ur blog's good da ! Keep posting.

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  3. SaiApril 21, 2009 at 11:01 AM

    The way u have expressed ur feelings is very nice. But i m sure that after all these heart breaks u can find the one who can take care of ur heart. All the best [:)]

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  4. SraviApril 21, 2009 at 10:24 PM

    hey that blog is not completely true, it has true feelings though.. Thank you everyone..

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  5. APPUMarch 25, 2010 at 4:59 PM

    the ones who broke ur heart r the unlucky one's.... bt the ppl who r really unlucky r d ones who nvr love.... :)

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